Still…

Still trying to figure out why I keep looking for you. I know I’ll never find you, because you are already with someone else. How do I know that? Well, let’s say I’m just “lucky” like that.

I can still feel your eyes looking at me when I sit in my bed at night, staring at the naked ceiling. I can still hear your voice when I wonder alone along the empty night streets. I can still love you like there is no tomorrow and expect nothing in return. I can still think about you and believe that you are the one for me, even though someone else is the one for you.

I’m still trying to make myself happy thinking of your happiness. They say that if you love someone you have to let them go. Well, I think that’s just bullshit, pardon my french. My philosophy is that if you love someone you have to let them know. Because, in a perfect universe they might just feel the same way.

I can still close my eyes and dream of you… No matter what, I still have my dreams… I know you are my soul mate, the sad part is, I have no idea who you are…

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Crazy kid in a weird grown up world! Perfect in my own way!

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