Sometimes I wish I was a dog, to have no worries whatsoever and to live with a loving family with children that would play with me everyday and feed me, and bathe me, and walk me through the park. That would be such a great life! To have only one question: to pee or not to pee on the carpet? I would be such a cute dog!
Sometimes I wish vampires would really exist and that I could be one of them and live forever. I would just love to see how the world changes every 100 years. And I could feed on all the cute guys I could never get otherwise, and make them my own. I would so rule as a vampire. With all the power! Yummy!
Sometimes I wish I was a butterfly, to live only one day but to enjoy that single day, flying around. I would so love to fly! Or was that the fruit fly that lives for only one day? Oh well, either way!
Sometimes I wish I could just fly away, on a distant planet and just enjoy the scenery: millions and millions of stars.
Sometimes, but just sometimes, I wish I could turn back time to keep you near me. But then I remember your flaws exceed your qualities. Oh, right, nevermind!
Ok, so I guess it’s time for a new post. I haven’t written anything in a very long time! Why? Just because I’d rather write something interesting from time to time than write common stuff everyday. I don’t like writing just because, and besides, my “many” readers won’t mind.
With everyday that goes by, I realize things around me keep changing and I keep staying the same. Is it good, is it bad… I don’t know, all I know is that people around me keep getting engaged, or married, or having a baby. And what do I do?
I get a puppy!
I always thought this was something like a last resort when your about 50 and still single. But looks like it’s better than nothing, and besides, keeps me busy.
Anyway, I’m so sick of society and what it represents. Why does everybody do the same thing? Why is everyone in a hurry? And why do I want the same things?
But, let’s be optimistic! Or at least just hope that tomorrow will be better. Because, in the end of it all hope is all we have. We can work all our lives for something, and not get it, but at least we die hopping. Bleah… that’s the dumbest thing ever!
Let’s just be realistic, it’s the best thing to do!
It was me, it was you, it was us. It was a dream, the sweetest nightmare. There were tears, fighting shadows from the past like a knight fights a dragon to save his beloved.
There were whispers, lost in the sky. It was the present which now we call past. There were lies, future plans, promises made in vain. There was hope of a brighter day.
It was me being me all over again. There was pain, there was laughter, there was love. But was it really? Wasn’t it just my imagination playing tricks on me? Did it really happen?
Writing has become something impossible, concentrating all my thoughts in one place gives me headaches. What could I possibly have to say? How is my life different than any other man or woman around me?
Why has opening up become such a pain in the… anyway, I don’t want to slip into a melancholic state of mind. Nothing seems to make me happy anymore, not even movies, not even music. What have I become?
I blame winter and the cold weather for my nostalgic mood and the laziness that has destroyed the joyful me. I have done absolutely nothing…
I’ll just stay inside my castle and wait for the beautiful, warm spring, with her flowers and butterflies. I like butterflies!
Oh, how I crave for some excitement and new things in my life…
Ok, I guess it’s time for me to write my first article in this new year.
What shall I write about? Hmmmm…
Well, I’m so out of ideas right now. Maybe I should write about how I feel in the new year and so on, but I really don’t feel any different than 2009, I don’t understand why people make such a fuss when the year changes. It’s the same shit, different year.
And yeah, I have plans for this one, that doesn’t mean everything is going to change though, because, in spite of it all, it doesn’t depend only on me. But I promise I will try to be more optimistic about things. I said try, that doesn’t mean I will succeed all the way
Anywho, I guess that’s about it, maybe I’ll have more to write when I’ll be more in the mood to do things, right now, I’d rather stay inside and watch movies all day. Yes, I am lazy that way, sometimes. Maybe it’s because of the new year, I have to get used to it
Oh, and because I don’t want to be a complete bad devil, I have to wish you all a happy new year, or whatever!
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